so this is my second hack cause the first one rlly sucks. let me start of with saying i know we talk less, a lot less but you’re still my best friend. 

so it all started on march first cause thats when i made mattia, and yeah i know everybody will read this but idc. i changed my url back to it and i told everybody so, they probably know and i couldn’t care less. i love you and without that i wouldn’t have known you so. im not ashamed of making that mistake, it all turned out to be one of the best things i ever did cause i met you and so much great people. 

im not saying what i did was good cause i know it wasn’t, and idk why im explaining this to you here but i never really did, i never really told you how or what it did or how it made me feel. i was rlly scared at first and im sorry i didnt tell you before, its who i am and yeah i cant take it back. i really honestly care about you so much ffion and i mean this no matter what i did or i’ll do in the future.

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so now to the part about my amazing fifi. i love you so much honestly, i admire how much you care for people there’s just one thing i want to tell you. stop thinking you’re not perfect or beautiful cause you are, i know you dont believe it but honestly you are. i rlly dont expect you to get it or understand it or see it, of course i hope you see it and some day you will or someone else will, just like i see it. you’re gonna find someone who’s gonna tell you how amazing you are everyday, cause thats what you deserve. you deserve to be told ‘i love you’ everyday.

i dont know what i did to deserve you, we’re almost two months further and not even one fight nothing, it was all great always but then i lost you and i promise you we’re getting it back, little by little, but it will come back and idk what i have to do for it but whatever it is i will do it. i love you, and i have said this before so many times i know but its true i rlly rlly love you, you’re one of my best friends and i just dont know what to do without you anymore, you’re like a rlly big part of me now, i never met you no, we dont even live in the same country but i always knew you were more there for me than anybody i actually met or i see everyday, i would tell you things now i haven’t even told them. please remember how amazing you are and i love you. ~ emma